在美国，我的求学生涯是这样开始的。
In U.S., I started my humble academic career this way.
刚到的时候，我还很不懂事，对这个资本主义世界充满了好奇。
When I just arrived, I knew almost nothing about this capitalism world and was full of curiocity.
有的时候，很害羞，不知道怎么和这个世界打交道。
Sometimes, I was too shy to communicate with this world.
在纽约这个大都市里，我被自己的命运所摆布，不知道下一步该往何处去。
很多时候，我束手待毙，等待命运的安排。Many times, I had no control over my life and waited to be sacrificed on the alter of destiney.
或者干脆放弃，充分享受生活中的每一顿早餐，午餐和晚餐。
Or, I just gave it up and enjoyed each meal of my remaining days.
孤独的时候，我想象着自己毕业以后的自由生活。When I felt lonely, I imagined the free life after graduate school.
或者干脆一个人坐着发呆。
Or, I simply sat there in my vegetable state.
有的时候是在忍不下去了，我也会偶尔露一下我的牙齿。
Occasionally, I could not bear it anymore and I would show my teeth!
我的导师实在是太忙了。My academic advisor was always too busy to take care of me.
而且，现在的研究生这么不值钱，在那个国家都是这么得多！
Damn! Why there were so many cheap graduate students in every country!
有的时候，我幻想会有一个白马王子就我于水火。Sometimes, I dreamed about Prince Charming who would come and rescue me.
白马大叔也凑合了。 I would be fine even with a uncle of Prince Charming.
可是他始终没来，只有我一个人在危险的生活边缘徘徊。
However, nobody came. I was playing on the verge of my dangeous life alone.
现在，我终于要毕业了。哎，毕业的时候怎么也这么拥挤！
Now, I am about to graduate! Gosh, why there are so many of us who graduate?
我对下一步生活的梦想嘛,这个，还用说吗？
As for my dream for future, it is quite simple.
你都知道了哈！讨厌！
You know it already, right!
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