2007年10月11日星期四

Doris Lessing Wins Nobel Prize in Literature

FRom NY Times:
Doris Lessing, the Persian-born, Rhodesian-raised and London-residing novelist whose deeply autobiographical writing has swept across continents and reflects her engagement with the social and political issues of her time, on Thursday won the 2007 Nobel Prize for Literature.
Announcing the award in Stockholm, the Swedish Academy described her as “that epicist of the female experience, who with skepticism, fire and visionary power has subjected a divided civilization to scrutiny.” The award comes with a 10 million Swedish crown honorarium, about $1.6 million. Ms. Lessing, who turns 88 later this month, never finished high school and largely educated herself through voracious reading. She has written dozens of books of fiction, as well as plays, nonfiction and two volumes of her autobiography. She is the 11th woman to win a Nobel Prize in literature. Ms. Lessing learned of the news from a group of reporters camped on her doorstep as she returned from visiting her son in the hospital. “I was a bit surprised because I had forgotten about it actually,” she said. “My name has been on the short list for such a long time.” As the persistent sound of her phone ringing came from inside the house, Ms. Lessing said that on second thought, she was not as surprised “because this has been going on for something like 40 years,” referring to the number of times she has been on the short list for the Nobel. “Either they were going to give it to me sometime before I popped off or not at all.” Stout, sharp and a bit hard of hearing, after a few moments Ms. Lessing excused herself to go inside. “Now I’m going to go in to answer my telephone,” she said. “I swear I’m going upstairs to find some suitable sentences which I will be using from now on.” Although Ms. Lessing is passionate about social and political issues, she is unlikely to be as controversial as the previous two winners, Orhan Pamuk of Turkey or Harold Pinter of Britain, whose views on current political situations led commentators to suspect that the Swedish Academy was choosing its winners in part for nonliterary reasons. Ms. Lessing’s strongest legacy may be that she inspired a generation of feminists with her breakthrough novel, “The Golden Notebook.” In its citation, the Swedish Academy said: “The burgeoning feminist movement saw it as a pioneering work and it belongs to the handful of books that informed the 20th century view of the male-female relationship.” Ms. Lessing wrote candidly about the inner lives of women and rejected the notion that they should abandon their own lives to marriage and children. “The Golden Notebook,” published in 1962, tracked the story of Anna Wulf, a woman who wanted to live freely and was in some ways Ms. Lessing’s alter-ego. Because she frankly described anger and aggression in women, she was attacked as “unfeminine.” In response, Ms. Lessing wrote: “Apparently what many women were thinking, feeling, experiencing came as a great surprise.” Although she has been held up as an early feminist icon, Ms. Lessing later disavowed that she herself was a feminist, earning the ire of some British critics and academics. Clare Hanson, professor of 20th century literature at the University of Southampton in Britain and a keynote speaker at the second international Doris Lessing Conference this past July, said: “She’s been ahead of her time, prescient and thoughtful, immensely wide-ranging.” Ms. Lessing was born Doris May Tayler in 1919 in what was then known as Persia (now Iran). Her father was a bank clerk and her mother was trained as a nurse. Lured by the promise of farming riches, the family moved to Rhodesia where Ms. Lessing had what she has described as a painful childhood. She left home when she was 15 and in 1937, she moved to Salisbury (now Harare) in Southern Rhodesia, where she took jobs as a telephone operator and nursemaid. At 19, she married and had two children. A few years later, feeling imprisoned, she abandoned her family. She later married Gottfried Lessing, a central member of the Left Book Club, a left wing organization, and they had a son together. Ms. Lessing, who joined the Communist Party in Africa, dropped out of the party in 1954 and repudiated Marxist theory during the Hungarian crisis of 1956, a view for which she was criticized by some British academics.

2007年10月10日星期三

巴黎

我的朋友最近重返巴黎,这已经是她第三次造访这座城市(http://liji66.spaces.live.com/)/),跟着她的文字逛巴黎,虽然是浮光掠影,但是从她散淡的文笔,可以看出她对这个城市的真感情。 我呢,每天也有两个小时逛巴黎。每天从纽约大学到哥大要做一个小时的地铁,我在地铁上安心地读书,Paul Bowles带着我在1930-1931年的巴黎游逛。他从弗吉尼亚大学出逃,带着24美元到了巴黎,通过朋友的介绍,认识了无数的文人骚客。他所描写的巴黎,让人兴奋地流鼻血,一个20岁的小孩不断地遇到自己的文学偶像,这种感觉大概只有在20年代末的巴黎才有可能经历。他在访问纪德的前夕,临阵脱逃,跳上去阿尔卑斯山的火车,在瑞士、德国游历。此后,他跟着Aeron Coupland到柏林,把当时旅居德国的画家、诗人、作曲家都骚扰了一遍。他的经历就像是坐在不断加速的过山车上,他把战前欧洲艺术中心的那种令人悸动的瞬间,呈现在我的眼前。 前几天,重读卡尔维诺的《隐性城市》。他说,城市随着时间的变化而改变着它的面孔,因此,有的城市虽然建立在同样的地址上,有同样的名字,但是它们其实是完全不同、毫无联系的城市。20世纪20年代的巴黎,到底和当下的巴黎有什么共同之处?它们是否还是同样的城市?去巴黎的人,到底想看到什么?从我生活在纽约的经验来看,每个人看到的都是他们自己心里所想年的城市。每个城市只不过是他们幻想的变现。你心里平静,你就会看到平静的城市。你的心里有波澜,城市就会被阴云所笼罩。这些城市不过是我们心情的投影。

今天,我

今天,我的导师对我说,过去一年来,你像是变了一个人,我衷心为你的变化高兴,祝贺你顺利完成了学业!我的导师,作为一个关心我成长的长者,今天对我说,你的论文很不错,以后也要努力工作! 我听了,愣在那里,然后一边笑一边哭,不知道说什么好,一个劲儿地道谢。终于,我的导师恢复了对我的信任,这个对我来说,是我六年来收到的最好的礼物。一个人的信任! 我觉得high 得不行,晚上抱着一包薯片,大口大口地咀嚼着,人生真是幸福啊!

2007年10月9日星期二

终于出事了

早些时候从学校出来的时候,看到NY1, NBC4, ABC等 各家电视台的转播车停在学校门口。校长中午给大家发了一封电子邮件,告知校内一位黑人教授今早在家门口发现一段绞索和带有威胁性的文字,因此校长希望大家 提供线索以便于迅速破案。看来电视台也是风闻了这个消息,睹在学校门口采访老师和学生。好事不出门,坏事传千里,在那里都一样。上个星期伊朗总统访问哥大 的盛况在我们学校门口小规模重演,大家都有点莫名其妙的兴奋终于出事了!

From NY Times.

Hate-Crime Investigation at Columbia

hangman’s noose was found hanging on the door of a black professor’s office at Columbia University Teacher’s College on Tuesday morning, prompting the police to start a hate-crime investigation.

Detectives with the New York Police Department’s hate-crime task force were investigating whether the noose, which was discovered on the fourth floor of the college at about 9:45 a.m., was put there by a rival professor or by a student who was angry over a dispute. Colleagues of the professor identified her as Madonna Constantine, 44, a prominent author, educator and psychologist.

Ms. Constantine is a professor of psychology and education at Columbia and has published several books on race relations, including “Addressing Racism” in 2006 and “Strategies for Building Multicultural Competence in Mental Health and Educational Settings” in 2007. Derald Wing Sue, one of her co-authors and a fellow professor at Columbia, said Ms. Constantine was devastated by the incident.

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Email from Lee Bollinger

Dear fellow member of the Columbia community:As most of you now know, a terrible incident of bias occurred atTeachers College yesterday, directed at a member of the faculty.Teachers College is a cherished affiliate of Columbia Universitywith its own president, Susan Fuhrman, to whom I have offered oursupport and assistance. We may be two independent institutions, butwe are one community; and we stand together in our commitment tooppose the frightening sentiments that lay behind this act.

Tolerance and mutual respect are among the core values of ourdiverse community, and all of us must confront acts of hatewhenever they occur within it. As I said last night, an attack onthe dignity of any member of our community is an assault on all ofus.I will be meeting with student leaders this afternoon, and othermembers of the administration will be communicating with facultyand students in the coming days.

Our mission as a universityincludes addressing the most important and searing issues of ourtime, and we have a particular obligation to respond forcefully toevents that affront our values.

Sincerely,

Lee C. Bollinger

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不介意坐地铁的原因,就是喜欢在地铁里看人。早晨起来,很多上班族就带着墨镜,不是为了装酷,而是不想让人看到惺忪的睡眼。晚上下班,office ladies脱下了高跟鞋,穿着正装,登着拖鞋,名牌手袋里载着疲倦的高跟鞋。

一个卖艺人从隔壁的车厢冲进来,脚还未站稳,就开始拨弄吉他,同时吹奏口琴。和别的卖艺人不同,他不唱风花雪月,直接对着布什总统开骂,他唱道,“感谢你的帮忙,我的兄弟成了伊拉克的尸首”。工作了一天的纽约客们,听到这么一段嬉笑怒骂,都觉得开心,小费也给得格外的慷慨。

这个时候,旁边快车道上的Q线地铁从后面超了过来。我一动不动地凝视着对面的地铁,好像在看一部默片时代的电影。对面车上的乘客们,沉默不语,由于两车速度的差异,对面的车厢不断地从我们的车窗外掠过去,好像是一格一格的电影底片再往前跳。那些沉默的面孔带着地壳下面所隐藏的悲哀,带着不可思议的清晰度呈现在我的面前。那些人,好像生活在和我平行的宇宙里面,我可以看到他们,但是我们平行的时间和空间,使得我们永远不可能接触。

2007年10月8日星期一

CultureFest NYC 2007

CultureFest NYC 2007
Don't miss NYC & Company's seventh annual CultureFest, a free celebration of the City's magnificent and diverse cultural offerings, on Saturday and Sunday, October 13 and 14. More than 125 cultural organizations come together at Battery Park to share the magic of the upcoming season with you. This spectacular festival of music, art, dance, hands-on activities, entertainment and food is your once-a-year opportunity to discover all of New York City culture—and a chance to plan your personal arts calendar for the months ahead. Saturday and Sunday11am to 5:30pmRain or shine State Street and Battery Place in Lower Manhattan
How to get there: Ongoing station expansion and rebuilding efforts affect weekend subway service; please check for service changes. Visit mta.info for service advisories, updated every Friday, or call 718-330-1234. From New Jersey: Take a New Jersey Transit bus to Port Authority From Port Authority walk one block east on 42nd Street to 7th Avenue. At the southwest corner of the intersection, proceed down the stairs and take the 1 Train to South Ferry; or 2 Train to Bowling Green. Take New Jersey Transit train to Penn Station From Penn Station take the 1 Train to South Ferry; or 2 train to Bowling Green Take the PATH train to 14th Street; from 14th Street take the 4/5 Train to Bowling Green From Long Island: Take the LIRR to Penn Station From Penn Station take the 1 Train to South Ferry; or 2 train to Bowling Green. From Westchester: Take Metro North to Grand Central Station From Grand Central: 4/5 Train to Bowling Green ALL WEEKEND—FREE

听琴

早晨从42街的N线冲出来,提起一口真气,正准备向一号线地铁冲刺。突然,从对面的月台上,传来了tambur销魂的乐音。这种印度乐器真是奇怪,单单几根弦,一拨弄起来,丰满柔和的乐音就一下子把宇宙都占满了。心里面升起来莫名其妙的温柔的感觉,好像在抚摸猫咪光滑的皮毛。我从站台的高处瞄了一眼,是一个白人男子坐在地上弹奏。络腮胡子,看不出年纪,完全沉浸在自己的音乐世界中,仿佛他不在乎他的演奏能够赚钱,而只不过想找一个地方,和自己的乐器对话。闻弦歌而知雅意,我匆匆走开了,带着这个美好早晨的回忆。 想起来中学的时候有个同学,名字叫做马闻筝。这是我所知道的最有意境的名字。马同学长得非常漂亮,就像是《英俊少年》里男主角的中文版,或者《放牛班的春天》里天使般的美少年。可惜马同学经常大打出手,打破别人的脑袋,辜负了他的美名。现在还记得他的一件事,是他经常坐在操场边上抽烟,一个人坐在那么高的体操架子上,孤独地像是一个老人。大概,那个时候他就知道装酷了吧!现在想起来,他应该是个早慧的孩子,那个时候他经常看的小说,我到大学的时候才开始读。现在想起来,总是看见他一手夹着香烟,一手拿着《1984》,对着学校高墙内的一角蓝天发呆。后来,他拒绝考大学,成了学校的笑柄。以17岁的年纪来反抗整个世界,我不知道他那个时候怎么有那么大的勇气。这就是马闻筝,我们中学时代许多的传奇人物之一。

2007年10月7日星期日

Violently Happy!

从哈德逊河边风驰电掣地向下城开过去,夜风从车窗灌进来,夜晚暖和地不象话,已经是十月初的时节,温度仍然在30度左右徘徊。这样的天气不出去涮夜实在是可惜!车子堵在42街附近,我们在车上讨论乌克兰语、波兰语和俄语的区别,安德鲁不停地模仿borat 的口吻开玩笑,他模仿着波兰街头皮条客生硬的英语,大声吆喝着,“我们有各种各样的姑娘,俄罗斯、波兰、乌克兰、匈牙利、拉脱维亚,吉普赛姑娘也有诶!”艾伦嘲笑他,学了那么多种语言只是为了到东欧各国找姑娘寻开心,安德鲁反唇相讥,那你为什么学中文?彼此彼此吧!这两个家伙真是一对活宝,难以想象性格差异这么大的两个人怎么从中学到大学到现在一直是好朋友。 ////
周末的东村好像是一个动物园,所有的party animals都出来闲逛,街上充满了二十岁来岁的小孩子们,女孩子们低胸top上的珠子、夸张的耳环和漆皮的高跟鞋,和大街小巷上的霓虹灯一样闪亮。Comedy Village、BlueNote和大小俱乐部的门口年轻的恋人们亲密地拥抱在一起,排队、聊天、闲谈。Espresso Café, Yolanto,PinkBerry,大大小小的冰激凌店门口都排着长队,天晓得城里怎么这么多的闲人出来寻欢作乐。大小的酒吧里音乐震天地响,男女、男男、女女的情侣们和朋友们挤在黑暗的酒吧里,空气中的酒精浓度一点就着。杂货店门口的自动取款机源源不断地吐出现钞来,这些钞票很快就变成了啤酒杯上漂浮的泡沫和酒吧里的欢声笑语。走在熙来攘往的人群中,听到人们操着各个国家的语言,看到不同类型的帅哥和美女,Jazz, Salsa, Manbo, rock&roll 从四面八方向你的耳膜冲击过来,这种感觉真实而又虚幻,好像Bob Dylan所吟唱的,I am not there, I am not here. ////
我们抱着啤酒杯坐下来,电视里正在转播philadelphia phillies和colorado rockies的棒球赛。Phillies已经连输7场,这场比赛要是输了,就从季后赛里出局了。我们都点了现酿Paulsner,16盎司的大杯子,一低头都能掉进去。这种啤酒前味很苦,但是余味绵长稍甜,很有意思。啤酒就像是香水,口感随着温度和时间变化,好的啤酒是酿造着想象力的实现,有的时候,in-house的specialty 比budlight好几百倍。Blue Moon, Blue Mountain, Coney Island summer night, Magic Hat, 这些当地的啤酒在酒吧里比德国、英国、比利时的名牌啤酒更受推崇。酒吧的生意还真是容易,只提供酒精,不提供任何食物,一轮过后,女招待立刻把桌子誊干净,把下一轮的啤酒端上来。纯粹是喝酒,纯粹是聊天,大家一心一意地把自己灌醉。 //////
我们坐在靠窗的座位上,窗子大开着,酒吧外面是出去喘气和抽烟的小孩子们。打扮时髦的美女们和亚洲人相比都堪称波霸,现在流行的维多利亚式的紧身上装,更是衬得她们丰胸细腰,分外妖娆。大胆的女生干脆把其余的细节都省去,只穿着一件男士的西服马甲就出街,配上紧身的牛仔裤和高统皮靴,好像是从Assassination of Jesse James里面走出来的人物。美国的女孩子十几二十岁的时候最漂亮,头发闪亮、 皮肤细腻、高鼻深目、唇红齿白,不论是Caucasian, Hispanic, Black,都漂亮的好似芭比娃娃。男孩子们都摆酷,紧身体恤衫的图案上面无奇不有,旁边的一个男孩子就穿着一件“Jesus is cool”。 ////
安德鲁是Phillies的铁杆球迷,滔滔不绝的大骂Phillies的教练如何无能。碰巧我们旁边坐了一大队Rockies的球迷,男孩子们穿着Colorado State的T-shirt,女孩子们浓妆艳抹,有的还不到21岁,只能喝非酒精饮料。几轮啤酒下肚,他们都变得非常兴奋,只要Rockies打出本垒打,他们就跳上凳子大叫,What we do in Colorado is baseball and football。有几个家伙甚至跑到窗外,然后从窗外跳进来。真high得可以!安德鲁不屑地说,Big Ten has nothing except football。没办法,Phillies还是输了。旁边一桌四个女孩子真是豪爽,一上来第一轮就点了两三升的一个大桶。装酒的是一个柱形的容器,拧开龙头带着泡沫的啤酒就流出来,她们一边喝酒,一边忙着照相取乐,互相炫耀着自己的iphone。年轻真好,我两杯啤酒下肚已经有点晕了,那些女孩子们从洗手间补妆回来,已经准备到下一家酒吧去逛了。 /////
我看着自己的杯子,从琥珀色的液体深处,小小的气泡不断升上来,好像是细小的灵魂在呐喊呼救,在死亡的边缘挣扎。耳朵里已经开始出现幻听,比约克在不断地尖叫着,Violently Happy! Violently Happy! Violently Happy!

My party and more

We held a small party to celebrate my graduation. I felt so at home with these friends and the thinking of leaving them soon made me panic. Thank you!

David and I

Lunch with my boss David Cheng at Columbia University. He is my mentor and role model Thank you, David!