Because of you

This morning, I wake up from a strange dream. Tons of ants hit my home and I have to wash them out. Also I met a lot of high school buddies and we went to lectures by people we adored then. Then I wake up and listen to this song, KELLY CLARKSON 's "Because of You" I will not make the same mistakes that you did, I will not let myself, Cause my heart so much misery, I will not break the way you did, You fell so hardI've learned the hard way, To never let it get that far, Because of you, I never stray too far from the sidewalk, Because of you, I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt, Because of you, I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me, Because of you, I am afraid, I finished "My Lovely Sam-Soon" this morning and it becomes really a kitsch popular drama. All of its power melt down to a happy ending. In the end, Sam-Soon waited for the bus and saw this Ads at the station: To love, like you have never been hurt before; to work, like you don't need the money; to live, like today is the last day of the world. And then the good sex solves all the problem and Sam-soon and her bf make it up. I was so disappointed at a time and then I asked myself, "what else you want from this?" It is just a popular drama, it is not about give you an answer you need for life and relationship. It just remind you that how unrealistic this kind of fairtale is. When Sam-Soon became dependent on her relationship and the boy she loved, she lost so many of her values, opinions and judgement, which made her what she was. Maybe I should be satisfied, at least, I have some good time when I watched the first couple of themes in the very begining.